What did I do to deserve this?!
Sorry to all since I have not blogged in a long time, but a few traumatic things have happened in my life since my last blog. I know you all are astounded that something traumatic could EVER POSSIBLY happen to me (dripping with sarcasm). Well first I was in a terrible auto accident on December 5th (yes my second accident in 2 months, but this one wasn't my fault I swear!) I was taking a client to the dentist and we hit black ice and started spinning uncontrollably towards the edge of a huge ravine. So I over-corrected and slammed my new truck into the opposite side of the hill and rolled it. We came to a stop hanging upside down in my truck. My client started screaming that we were going to blow up and crawled underneath me trying to get out of the window, which was impossible! I was the picture of calm, yes a shocker to all who know me, but all I could think of we got to get out. Well I rolled down my window and there was about maybe 5 inches of space for me to worm my way out of. I undid my seatbelt and slammed onto the steering wheel and somehow managed to get my fat ass out of the vehicle and since my client was bigger than I, I had to keep yanking on her arms to get her out. Meanwhile we are stuck in BFE with no cell phone signal and blowing drifting snow. I hurt my shoulder and my neck badly, my client only got a bruise from the seat belt, Thank you GOD!!! This is a much longer story but it is still to touchy to talk about. But I was off work from the 5th until now, and I still don't know if Workman's COmp is going to pay for everything since I went to my Chiropractor before my regular Doctor. My shoulder and neck still aren't right, but I have bills to pay and a job to save. Prayers on this would be greatly appreciated.
On top of this the ex thought it would be a great time to play mind games with me when I am so emotionally vulnerable! I finally got the cahones to tell him off through my tears and I think he might have got the message since he hasn't called since. And although I am trying to stop cussing I must just say Fuck the Fucking Fucker!!!!Wow who knew it could be a verb, adjective and a noun, very versatile word it is!!!
Okay so I am not done yet, as pathetic as this may seem to you all, imagine being me! Well I figured since 2005 royally sucked that I was due for 2006 to rock. Well that's what I get for thinking! On New Years Eve, my best friend, my son, his friend, and I all rented a motel room with a pool to ring in the new year! It was great, but when I got home someone had broken into my house. Okay so I left the back garage door unlocked, but still! They stole my kids piggy bank (with about $100 in it), a bottle of wine, a fifth of Vodka, my purse, and some jewelry. All the while eating yogurt from MY FRIDGE and locked my poor kitty in the garage which was freezing! Only a few people know that we EVEN HAVE a back door to the garage and even fewer know that we keep it unlocked in case Q loses his key! Which leads me to believe it was a couple of my son's so called friends who I kicked out of my house 2 nites before because they would quit saying the F bomb! They didn't take DVD players or TV's or X box, or PS2 or anything of Q's just things that matter to me. Once again Fuck the Fucking Fuckers!!!!!!! ya know I let these kids into my house b/c their home life sucks and this is how I am repaid?! I am beginning to hate my hometown so bad that I just want to move and I never though I would say that. Between my ex living here, memories of my accident and these punk kids there really isn't much I would miss if I left
On top of this the ex thought it would be a great time to play mind games with me when I am so emotionally vulnerable! I finally got the cahones to tell him off through my tears and I think he might have got the message since he hasn't called since. And although I am trying to stop cussing I must just say Fuck the Fucking Fucker!!!!Wow who knew it could be a verb, adjective and a noun, very versatile word it is!!!
Okay so I am not done yet, as pathetic as this may seem to you all, imagine being me! Well I figured since 2005 royally sucked that I was due for 2006 to rock. Well that's what I get for thinking! On New Years Eve, my best friend, my son, his friend, and I all rented a motel room with a pool to ring in the new year! It was great, but when I got home someone had broken into my house. Okay so I left the back garage door unlocked, but still! They stole my kids piggy bank (with about $100 in it), a bottle of wine, a fifth of Vodka, my purse, and some jewelry. All the while eating yogurt from MY FRIDGE and locked my poor kitty in the garage which was freezing! Only a few people know that we EVEN HAVE a back door to the garage and even fewer know that we keep it unlocked in case Q loses his key! Which leads me to believe it was a couple of my son's so called friends who I kicked out of my house 2 nites before because they would quit saying the F bomb! They didn't take DVD players or TV's or X box, or PS2 or anything of Q's just things that matter to me. Once again Fuck the Fucking Fuckers!!!!!!! ya know I let these kids into my house b/c their home life sucks and this is how I am repaid?! I am beginning to hate my hometown so bad that I just want to move and I never though I would say that. Between my ex living here, memories of my accident and these punk kids there really isn't much I would miss if I left
Shit! shitshitshitshitshit! Those little fuckers who stole your stuff better not run into me in a dark alley. Did you make a police report? You never know, you might get some of it back.
I seriously can't wait to see you in June. Why does June have to be so far away?
Love ya babe.
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Kodi |
11:13 AM