Monday, April 30, 2007

A SUCCESS of sorts

Well the wedding was beautiful...cold but beautiful. Well I preface this with it was beautiful after roadside assistance came and got my car keys out of the trunk so we could get the bouquets out of my car, 30 minutes before the wedding was supposed to start :O. I was bawling my eyes out when I had to call the bride to tell her, only to find out the groom had forgotten the WEDDING RINGS at home which is 30 minutes away. SO yay the attention was off me.

I got many the compliment of how beautiful I looked...even from the EX...duh duh duh DUHHHHH! His mom and step-dad kept coming up and telling me how they wish it were he and I walking down the aisle and that out of ALL the girls he has brought home they like me the best and considered me to be their daughter. Awwww. I like them, but Too bad so sad for him. I can't wait to see the pictures to see if every one was lying to me. I am sure the heaving bosom was a big hit..hee hee.

Well now that the pressure of looking good for the wedding is off, it has been hard to stay on this diet. I have only lost 2 more pounds, for a total of 26. But I did join a gym and have been working out HARD at least 4 times a week. SO I have been telling myself that I have just gained muscle, but in reality I have been eating more carbs than I should have. SO I am trying to get back on program, but I am also considering going back to Weight Watchers. They now have a pgm where you don't count points, so it makes me curious to see what that is about.

Can't wait until June 16th when I get to go see my family in Salt Lake. I can't wait to see them all and reminisce about all of our fun times, like making up songs about my cousing Shane, singing in the back of the pick up, and walking to the rez to swim. FUN TIMES!

Friday, April 13, 2007

SO the diet is going good. I am down about 24lbs...Yay :) And tomorrow is D-day, AKA the wedding. I still hate the dress, but I look WAAAY better in it then when is twas picked out. I even had it taken in...who'd of thunk it?? My boobs are still heaving over the top a bit (the other girls don't have this problem) but I'll just have to go with it.

Oh yeah and its an outside wedding and guess what the forecast says...yep chance of rain and 56 degrees. In strappy dresses, are you serious...yep I am serious. Hopefully it will pass b/c right now it is gorgeous outside.

I found this link on one of my blogger "friends" posts
youtube.com/watch?v=y UTJQIBI1oA&NR=1
(sorry don't know how to create the link) and I think you should check it out, even if you have never had weight issues. And i wish I could take her advice and just tell you all my weight b/c it IS only a number, but too scared. Or like my blogger "friend" Y, put my before and after shots on here but I don't know how to do that either, and again fear of being judged. Stupid I know, but it will come I am sure, like when I have lost 60 lbs and can say, can you believe I used to weigh that???

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